I really need your help…Rare Disease Day
I’m dying but you already knew that – I just had to grab your attention The number one complaint you will hear from patients who suffered from being misdiagnosed or being undiagnosed is that nobody...
View ArticleThe things canc… (or maybe just me) sometimes don’t want to admit.
Where did all my time go? I woke up this morning having gone through the day quite upset, I’ve had a couple of consecutive days like this. This is really unlike me, but there is a reason leading up to...
View ArticleAnd we leave for round 3 – PRRT
After having said all I have to say in my last Post, gotten that off my chest… everything I’ve been feeling over the past few days… we are here. At the hospital that will give me my third round of my...
View ArticleReminding You…
How To Accept Declining Health When Chronically Ill – The Mighty Click Link Above For Article I often say that I don’t feel I’m fighting cancer; I live with cancer. What I fight for is the ability to...
View Article4th..5th time? I’ve lost count! IS a charm 💛✨
There are two things this disease has made me become an expert with: learning how to be okay with never leaving your little comfy space (or rather being confined to it). or constantly leaving that...
View ArticleI said I would never do that again 😭
But I learned something new again yesterday these bodies we think are ours? They’re not. We think they own them, we signed them over the moment we agreed to save our selves from the disease that’s...
View ArticleThis is Cancer.
How do you tell the ones you love… something you can’t begin to explain yourself” I moved into my dream home 22 days ago Twenty two days of contemplation and careful thought of how I was going to share...
View ArticleA zebra can be a unicorn
Pheo VS Fabulous 🚨 Coming to you live from the comforts of her 15×25 hospital suite 🏥 It’s incredible when the mental fog begins to clear just a touch and you’re able to begin to make the smallest of...
View ArticleZebra or Unicorn 🦄
If you have been in the “rare disease” world with us, you may wonder what the reference is to the zebra. When you hear hoofbeats, we are trained to think horses, not zebras … 🦓 This means that in a...
View ArticleThe Perfect Storm
Having a neuroendocrine tumor is complicated, we hear this all the time. I’d like to break down a few topics that are well.. yes, complicated.. but can be better understood in order for us to enjoy a...
View ArticleI have news …
Five years ago I was told I had 1-5 years to live. I sat in a white office with the same diabetes posters and bland medical facts I had looked at several times, and contemplated how angry I was. Angry...
View Article10 things I’ve learned about fading relationships
Support comes in all forms when you receive a diagnosis, but as you become sicker and the “old you” starts fading away, so do your relationships. So many people want to be there for you when you first...
View ArticleThe Mighty Article
Yesterday I shared a very personal blog that I felt could relate to a lot of people going through similar times. Not even necessarily sick people, just people who have had fading relationships for...
View ArticleYour Questions…
A few weeks ago I asked you guys to ask me anything, I’m so happy to share with you the answers to your questions! Watch below Like and share! Follow me on Facebook & Instagram: @pheovsfabulous
View ArticleTaking back my fab!
I’m no stranger to treatments and procedures, that’s the understatement of the century! However, getting something done because I WANT IT done, that’s a new concept as of late. When you’re sick, your...
View ArticleJust because I have a terminal illness…
Doesn’t mean I’m terminally ill, confused? I was too. I still might be, but I think it’s time someone explained what it is to have a terminal rare disease. With rare disease day approaching, I’d like...
View ArticleReclaiming my power
I’m feeling very inspired lately, my urge to make a difference is strong. I sometimes get an overwhelming feeling of responsibility to prevent what happened to me, from happening to someone else. I...
View ArticleLet me re-introduce myself…
can·cer ˈkansər/ – disease; causing the body and mind to adapt, overcome, and embrace change. Quality of Life: What do these three seemingly simple words mean to you? Someone who is living with a...
View Article“It’s not me…!” It’s my cancer!
“Harmonious self regulation is the body’s natural state, stress pulls you into another state, of heightened biological responses that triggers a flow of hormones, increased heart rate, stimulate the...
View ArticleThe grief process…
Someone recently asked me how I deal with the anger that comes with being dismissed for so long with rare disease. So you just got your diagnosis. It’s hard to know how to feel, right? Thankful that...
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